I'm sorry for the loss of your dear and precious loved one, you are not alone and may you find encouragement from God's word the holy bible at 2 Corinthians 1:3,4: "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those in any sort of tribulation through the comfort with which we ourselves are being comforted by God." May you be comforted and have peace during this difficult and painful time as you draw close to God in prayer. (Isaiah 12:2, Psalms 83:18)